Are you passionate about helping others but find yourself struggling with the very challenges you guide your clients through? Do you feel like you're pouring from an empty cup, giving everything to others while your own needs remain unmet? Perhaps you're successful in your practice but still battle imposter syndrome, perfectionism, or the weight of carrying others' pain without adequate support for yourself.
Maybe you entered this field because of your own healing journey, but now you're feeling stuck in old patterns that limit your impact. You know you have so much more to offer the world, yet something is holding you back from stepping into your full power as a transformational leader. Perhaps you're dimming your own light, afraid of being truly seen, worried that if people knew the real you—with all your struggles and imperfections—they would lose faith in your ability to guide them.
But here's the honest truth: How much longer will you deny the world your gifts while you slowly burn out in the shadows?
The cost of staying hidden runs deeper than you realize. Every morning you wake up feeling like a fraud. Every client session where you give brilliant advice while your own inner critic whispers doubts. Every night you lie awake wondering if you're good enough, qualified enough, ready enough. The exhaustion of maintaining a facade. The isolation of carrying everyone else's pain while your own remains unhealed. The heavy weight of dimming your light day after day.
And here's what's really keeping you stuck: You think you need more training, more certifications, more credentials before you're "ready" to fully step into your power. But you don't need another course—you need the courage to be seen as you are, right now, in all your imperfect humanity.
The world needs radiant change-makers more than ever. Every day you delay stepping into your full light is another day countless people don't get the transformation they desperately need—transformation that only YOU can provide. If you're ready to overcome the fear of being seen and step into your radiant potential as a change-maker, I understand your path—because I'm walking it alongside you.
John Turland
Rapid Transformational Therapist and Coach
I'll never forget sitting in my classroom, surrounded by students who needed my guidance, while I was drowning in my own overwhelm. Despite being recognized as an excellent teacher and swimming instructor, I felt completely powerless to help myself. The stress was crushing—there was always someone else's needs to meet, and I never felt worthy of the recognition I received.
For years, I lived with the burden that many change-makers carry: the belief that I had to be perfect to be worthy of guiding others. I was burnt out, isolated by my own struggles, and terrified of being truly seen. I was dimming my light, hiding behind my professional role, afraid that if people saw the real me—the one with fears, doubts, and wounds—they would lose faith in my ability to help them.
I was giving from a place of depletion rather than abundance, believing that my worth was tied to how much I could sacrifice for others while keeping my true self hidden in the shadows.
My pain became my purpose. My mess became my message. My wounds became my wisdom.
Everything shifted when I discovered Marisa Peer during the pandemic. Her insights about transformation opened my eyes to possibilities I'd never considered—not just for my clients, but for myself. This led me to Rapid Transformational Therapy (RTT), which became the key to unlocking not just my own healing, but my courage to shine my light fully.
Here's what most people don't understand about transformation: it's not just psychological—it's neurological. RTT works by accessing the subconscious mind during a relaxed state, allowing us to identify and rewire the neural pathways that create our fear of being seen. Through neuroplasticity, we can literally reshape our brain's response patterns, transforming limiting beliefs into empowering ones. This science-backed approach doesn't just change how we think—it changes how we feel, act, and show up in the world.
But this wasn't just personal growth—this was professional transformation. Like the phoenix, I rose from the ashes of my hidden, overwhelmed helper identity, transformed by the very struggles that once threatened to burn me out. Those challenges weren't my weaknesses—they were forging me into someone who could guide other change-makers from hiding to shining, from dimming their light to radiating their authentic power.
The beautiful truth I've discovered is that transformation isn't a destination—it's an ongoing journey. I continue to walk this path of growth and healing, which keeps me humble, authentic, and deeply connected to the process I guide others through. Each day, I choose to develop the courage to shine my light a little brighter, and I'm here to help you do the same.
Having experienced the unique challenges of being a change-maker who was afraid to be seen, I understand the weight of carrying others' pain while hiding your own truth. I know what it's like to feel like a fraud when you're struggling with the same issues you help others overcome, and the exhaustion that comes from constantly dimming your light.
What makes my approach different is that I don't just offer healing—I offer illumination. I specialize in helping coaches, therapists, and change-makers transform their patterns of hiding into radiant authenticity. My background in education combined with my RTT certification and ongoing transformation journey gives me unique insight into the developmental needs of those who dedicate their lives to helping others while often neglecting their own need to be seen and celebrated.
I create a safe space where you can drop the mask of having it all together and explore what's really holding you back from shining your full light. Because I continue to walk this path myself, I model what's possible when you courageously commit to your own transformation while serving others. I show you that your ongoing journey through challenges makes you more credible, not less—and that your willingness to be seen in your imperfection is what creates the deepest trust and connection with those you serve.
When you work with me, you don't just experience personal breakthrough—you create a COMPOUND EFFECT that touches thousands of lives. Think about it: that teacher who finds their voice? They influence thousands of students over their career. That therapist who stops hiding? They model authentic leadership for hundreds of clients who then go on to transform their own families and communities.
This is EXPONENTIAL impact. When one change-maker steps into their light, they don't just help their current clients—they impact generations. Your radiance becomes permission for others to shine. Your courage becomes contagious. Your transformation becomes a movement.
Through our work together, you'll experience:
Imagine walking into any room and feeling the energy shift as people sense your authentic radiance. Picture the confidence that flows through your body as you share your story without shame, your voice steady and clear, knowing that your ongoing journey through challenges makes you more credible, not less. Feel the warmth that spreads through your chest as you realize you're no longer hiding—you're shining, and it feels incredible.
See yourself as the leader who models authentic transformation, inspiring other change-makers to stop dimming their light and start blazing with purpose. But here's the beautiful truth: when you shine your light, you don't just transform your own life—you create a ripple effect that touches every person you encounter. Your clients feel your radiance and are inspired to shine brighter themselves. Your family experiences the warmth of your authentic presence. Your community benefits from your courageous leadership.
Each person you help shine their light goes on to illuminate others, creating an ever-expanding circle of radiance that reaches far beyond what you can imagine. This isn't just about feeling better—this is about becoming the empowered change-maker you were always meant to be, with the capacity to create profound transformation in others because you're actively doing the work yourself and courageously letting your light shine.
How much longer will you wait while the world desperately needs what you have to offer?
Stop telling yourself you need more training. Stop waiting for the perfect moment when you feel "ready enough." The truth is, you already have everything you need—you're just afraid to let people see it. Every day you hesitate is another day countless people don't receive the transformation they need because they're waiting for someone exactly like you—someone who understands their struggle because you've walked through it yourself.
The pain of staying stuck is draining your energy and dimming your spirit. You feel it—that persistent sense that you're meant for more, that you're hiding your greatest gifts, that you're playing small while the world needs your light. The exhaustion of pretending. The loneliness of hiding. The regret that builds each day you don't step into your power.
But here's the real cost: Every day you stay hidden, you rob the world of your unique gifts. That person who needs exactly what you offer? They're still suffering. That client who would have a breakthrough with your authentic approach? They're still stuck. That fellow change-maker who would be inspired by your courage? They're still hiding, waiting for someone like you to go first.
You don't need another certification. You need to stop hiding and start shining—NOW.
I'm offering a complimentary 60-minute "Ignite Your Light" BREAKTHROUGH experience—this isn't just a consultation, it's a PIVOTAL MOMENT that changes everything. Together, we'll explore what's keeping you hidden, clarify your vision for shining your light in greater service, and create a personalized transformation plan for change-makers ready to be seen.
This is a powerful exploration designed to awaken your inner phoenix and map out your path from hiding to shining, from dimming your light to radiating your authentic power. We'll address the unique challenges that change-makers face in being seen and how to transform your fear of visibility into your greatest professional strength.
But here's what makes this urgent: The cost of staying stuck is draining your energy and spirit. You feel it every day—that persistent sense that you're meant for more, that you're hiding your greatest gifts, that you're playing small while people who need you are still suffering. The exhaustion of pretending you have it all together. The isolation of carrying everyone else's pain while your own remains unhealed. The weight of imposter syndrome that whispers "you're not ready" no matter how many courses you take.
Stop waiting for permission. Stop collecting more certifications. Stop telling yourself you need just one more training to feel "ready." You already have everything you need—you're just afraid to let people see it.
Every day you stay hidden, you rob the world of your unique gifts. That person who needs exactly what you offer? They're still suffering. That client who would have a breakthrough with your authentic approach? They're still stuck. That fellow change-maker who would be inspired by your courage? They're still hiding.
You're not just building a practice—you're building a MOVEMENT of radiant change-makers. That's legacy-level impact. That's world-changing work.
Your phoenix moment is here. The impact you've been dreaming of is waiting to rise from the ashes of patterns that have kept you hidden. The world needs radiant change-makers who are actively doing their own work and can guide others with authentic power and brilliant presence—and it needs them now.
As fellow travelers on this path of transformation, we can support each other in becoming the shining leaders our world desperately needs. Your courage to be seen gives others permission to shine. Your willingness to be imperfect while still being powerful creates trust and connection. Your ongoing transformation becomes a beacon of hope for other change-makers.
The phoenix has landed. Your time is NOW. How much longer will you deny the world your light?
Rise. Shine. Lead. The world is waiting.
“I’ve struggled with confidence all my life… Before RTT, I would always stay in my comfort zone, afraid to put myself out for things I'd like to do but didn't have the confidence. Now, I can honestly say it's been huge. I always wanted to travel somewhere alone and have now booked a trip to Lithuania for Christmas which I would never have done previously! And I'm excited at the thought of going!” Liam
“Before working with John I suffered every day, multiple times a day with anger. It took over my life and had bad consequences on my relationship with my girlfriend and with work colleagues. My girlfriend pushed me to get help and I’m glad I did. After my RTT session, I’m just such a better person to be around. I feel so much better in myself in a day-to-day setting, I’m noticing times where I used to blow over nothing and now I'm able to not let it bother me at all.” Lewis
“Since my RTT sessions with John, I am feeling so confident within myself. The turn-around from being compliant and indecisive to having the self-esteem to think for myself and be happy doing that, is testament to the power of this therapy.” Pauline
Free You Now Transformation